This is WGM !!!
You can watch it at http://kshowonline.com/kshow/2815-%5Bengsub%5D-we-got-married-ep.250
Just enjoy it...
The ink of my pen is my blood. Every drop heals my wound. Even though you can tie my body but you can't tie my soul...I write what I want to write... no sugar coats,no romanticism... what I say is what I feel...I can't just talk about the pretty things in life. There's a lot of ugly things and in betweens. I think age is making me more honest and comfortable with my thoughts.
Tuesday, 16 December 2014
We Got Married Episode 250 Eng Sub
This is WGM !!!
You can watch it at http://kshowonline.com/kshow/2815-%5Bengsub%5D-we-got-married-ep.250
Just enjoy it...
Running Episode 225 Eng Sub
You can watch this episode online / download at
http://kshowonline.com/kshow/2820-%5Bengsub%5D-running-man-ep.225
Hope all of you enjoy it !!!
Thursday, 6 November 2014
Thursday, 23 October 2014
Quotes About Love Part 1
“You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth.”
― William W. Purkey
“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
― Dr. Seuss
“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.”
― Elbert Hubbard
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.”
― Martin Luther King Jr., A Testament of Hope: The Essential Writings and Speeches
“It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.”
― André Gide, Autumn Leaves
“We accept the love we think we deserve.”
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
“It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
“The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.”
― Elie Wiesel
“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.”
― Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”
― Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones
“There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.”
― Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever
“Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.”
― William Shakespeare, All's Well That Ends Well
“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”
― Lao Tzu
“Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”
― Robert A. Heinlein, Stranger in a Strange Land
“You love me. Real or not real?"
I tell him, "Real.”
― Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay
“I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough..”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
“Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind,
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.”
― William Shakespeare, A Midsummer Night's Dream
“Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember
“We’re all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness—and call it love—true love.”
― Robert Fulghum, True Love
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.
A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...”
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love
“You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not.”
― Jodi Picoult, My Sister's Keeper
“Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.”
― Anaïs Nin
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth.”
― William W. Purkey
“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
― Dr. Seuss
“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.”
― Elbert Hubbard
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.”
― Martin Luther King Jr., A Testament of Hope: The Essential Writings and Speeches
“It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.”
― André Gide, Autumn Leaves
“We accept the love we think we deserve.”
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
“It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
“The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.”
― Elie Wiesel
“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.”
― Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”
― Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones
“There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.”
― Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever
“Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.”
― William Shakespeare, All's Well That Ends Well
“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”
― Lao Tzu
“Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”
― Robert A. Heinlein, Stranger in a Strange Land
“You love me. Real or not real?"
I tell him, "Real.”
― Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay
“I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough..”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
“Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind,
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.”
― William Shakespeare, A Midsummer Night's Dream
“Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember
“We’re all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness—and call it love—true love.”
― Robert Fulghum, True Love
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.
A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...”
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love
“You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not.”
― Jodi Picoult, My Sister's Keeper
“Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.”
― Anaïs Nin
Thursday, 4 September 2014
Kang Gary ft Jung In (2nd Digital Single) - Bicycle Lyrics
The weather’s so good for the first time in a while
The sky is clear just like our relationship
I just laugh for no reason, laugh for no reason
The Han River is embraced in the arms of the tall buildings
We ride our bicycles through the wind
Laughter comes out, laughter comes out
The sky is clear just like our relationship
I just laugh for no reason, laugh for no reason
The Han River is embraced in the arms of the tall buildings
We ride our bicycles through the wind
Laughter comes out, laughter comes out
Don’t stop, run toward the red sunset
Don’t stop, this moment
I feel so good
Don’t stop, this moment
I feel so good
We both wanted to get away from it all, the complicated city
The stacked up work, people’s noisy words
Instead of that, we face the river’s wind
The river is calm as if it stopped it place, it’s like our heart
I am following you from behind
Your hips look sexier today
My thoughts wander and I start to drool
Then I get caught red handed by you, who suddenly turned around
You yell at me, telling me to be careful, pretending you didn’t see that
The stacked up work, people’s noisy words
Instead of that, we face the river’s wind
The river is calm as if it stopped it place, it’s like our heart
I am following you from behind
Your hips look sexier today
My thoughts wander and I start to drool
Then I get caught red handed by you, who suddenly turned around
You yell at me, telling me to be careful, pretending you didn’t see that
Peacefully, you and I sit down
We eat our lunches as we look at each other
I just laugh for no reason, laugh for no reason
For anyone else, this might be a normal routine
But to us, it’s special
I just laugh for no reason, laugh for no reason
We eat our lunches as we look at each other
I just laugh for no reason, laugh for no reason
For anyone else, this might be a normal routine
But to us, it’s special
I just laugh for no reason, laugh for no reason
Don’t stop, run toward the red sunset
Don’t stop, this moment
I feel so good
Don’t stop, this moment
I feel so good
The sunset spreads from the west sky
We stop at the beauty of it, it’s like a picture
So many people on the river bank with busy hands and lips
The sun closes its eyes at their secretive whispers
People are drinking a beer on top of the green grass
Laughter is in their faces, everything is peaceful in this city
I step on the pedal with you again and go toward the end of this road
We stop at the beauty of it, it’s like a picture
So many people on the river bank with busy hands and lips
The sun closes its eyes at their secretive whispers
People are drinking a beer on top of the green grass
Laughter is in their faces, everything is peaceful in this city
I step on the pedal with you again and go toward the end of this road
You’re my sunshine sunshine
The dazzling sky seems like your background
I can’t take my eyes off the beauty
You’re my sunshine sunshine
The sun sets and the darkness comes
But we’re going, going
The dazzling sky seems like your background
I can’t take my eyes off the beauty
You’re my sunshine sunshine
The sun sets and the darkness comes
But we’re going, going
Don’t stop, run toward the red sunset
Don’t stop, this moment
I feel so good
Don’t stop, this moment
I feel so good
Saturday, 30 August 2014
Jung In & Gary (Leessang) – Your Scent
Your hair is tied back so I can see your forehead
It bounces every time you walk
At the end of your pants that wrap around your smooth legs
are light sneakers
Everything about you is simple but you give off beauty
Wherever you go, you have good manners
Your smile and the way you talk make my rough thoughts
brighter
You’re like a tattoo on top of my heart
You fill up my heart so much that I can’t breathe
After we spend the night together
Your scent that remains at the tip of my blankets get me
drunk as I fall asleep
After holding your white skin and soft cheeks
I want to bother you all night
A girl who knows how to enjoy her life rather than money
A possessor of a charm of unconventional beauty
You have the scent of a human, an untainted and natural
person in this complex world
I like you so much because of your human scent
I’m even more attracted to your clumsy appearance
If I hesitate, I might lose you
So I’m going crazy
I lived like a carriage racing through a dirt road
I may look rough but if you take me apart, I’m a man with
many scars
Like the smoke from a factory chimney
I lived however life went, by myself
I worked as I sweat so money always overflows
But I hadn’t found a love that I wanted to share it with
But you’re a bit different
A girl who knows how to long for a person’s hand like an LP
After my hard days, after I got to know you
Everything is going back to its place
After my hard days, after I got to know you
Everything is breathing again
I like you so much because of your human scent
I’m even more attracted to your clumsy appearance
If I hesitate, I might lose you
So I’m going crazy
Just like the sky looking like the sky
Just like the wind feeling like the wind
Just the way you are
Not made up in any way
I’m falling for that beauty
I like you so much because of your human scent
I’m even more attracted to your clumsy appearance
If I hesitate, I might lose you
So I’m going crazy
Saturday, 28 June 2014
My New Blog
This is my new blog ... Just for fun.Hope you guys like it.
www.muslim1097.blogspot.com/
www.muslim1097.blogspot.com/
Thursday, 8 May 2014
Gary – Zotto Mola Lyrics
I don’t need one hundred other girls
I just need you, I just need you
Besides you, I don’t need anything else
I just need you, I just need you
I just need you, I just need you
Besides you, I don’t need anything else
I just need you, I just need you
No matter how much I tell you, you really don’t know my heart
Sometimes, if the way I express myself gets too rough, you get surprised
Sometimes, if the way I express myself gets too rough, you get surprised
Love cannot be expressed with words
A girl like you does not make sense, does not make sense
No matter how much I tell you, you really don’t know my heart
Sometimes, if the way I express myself gets too rough, you get surprised
No other girl can compete with you
A girl like you does not make sense, does not make sense
It’s not enough even if I tell you I love you a hundred times
When my feelings rise up, you pull me
Without you, I’m just a corpse
When you’re here, I smile more than any other time
Among the betrayals, scams, lies and other bad things, you only care for me
When my feelings rise up, you pull me
Without you, I’m just a corpse
When you’re here, I smile more than any other time
Among the betrayals, scams, lies and other bad things, you only care for me
You’re on my side, you’re mine, you’re so pretty
So I don’t last long when I’m with you, I take off your clothes often, sorry
Anyway, I’m so happy that I’m living in this world with you
Your personality, actions, everything steals my heart
I don’t need one hundred other girls
I just need you, I just need you
Besides you, I don’t need anything else
I just need you, I just need you
I just need you, I just need you
Besides you, I don’t need anything else
I just need you, I just need you
No matter how much I tell you, you really don’t know my heart
Sometimes, if the way I express myself gets too rough, you get surprised
Sometimes, if the way I express myself gets too rough, you get surprised
Love cannot be expressed with words
A girl like you does not make sense, does not make sense
A girl like you does not make sense, does not make sense
No matter how much I tell you, you really don’t know my heart
Sometimes, if the way I express myself gets too rough, you get surprised
Sometimes, if the way I express myself gets too rough, you get surprised
No other girl can compete with you
A girl like you does not make sense, does not make sense
A girl like you does not make sense, does not make sense
You’re just the kind of girl I wanted, innocent but overflowing with sex appeal
You’re so strong like tequila
You’re like a beautiful abstract work, like a Jean-Michel Basquiat painting
You’re colorful, you’re free, I’m addicted to you, I’ve fallen for you
I can’t escape from your beauty
You’re so strong like tequila
You’re like a beautiful abstract work, like a Jean-Michel Basquiat painting
You’re colorful, you’re free, I’m addicted to you, I’ve fallen for you
I can’t escape from your beauty
If you meet someone else, that bastard will be half-dead, sorry
That’s how much I like you
You’re a flower, a herbal flower
I don’t know why but I’m just a guy who is clumsy when it comes to love
That’s how much I like you
You’re a flower, a herbal flower
I don’t know why but I’m just a guy who is clumsy when it comes to love
Let’s just love as we feel, let’s go together, however far it is
If our feels cool down sometimes, let’s just fight like crazy
The important thing is, whether it’s a dirt shack or a big house, you and I will be in love
If our feels cool down sometimes, let’s just fight like crazy
The important thing is, whether it’s a dirt shack or a big house, you and I will be in love
Just remember that – worrying about money, about life, just throw all of that away
I’ll make enough for us so just walk with me
Let’s go to my childhood home, as we hold hands
Han River, the wind, people, flowers, birds, the sunset, the silvery water Let’s be one with all of those things as we’re in each other’s arms
I’ll make enough for us so just walk with me
Let’s go to my childhood home, as we hold hands
Han River, the wind, people, flowers, birds, the sunset, the silvery water Let’s be one with all of those things as we’re in each other’s arms
[MV] Gary(개리)(LeeSSang) _ ZOTTO MOLA(XX몰라)
After his debut in 1997, Gary is showing his solo mini album for the first time. Away from Leesang rapper style which has been loved all around, this time he is showing this album with his own style and erased things that are not necessary, and filled it with revolution and innovation.
The title song 'Zotto Mola' is made by one of the best producer SIMO, and Gizmo made the beat to make a perfect mix. From the beginning the song has a mysterious feeling to it. Along with the strong melody, it is the kind of music that reminds us of a poem, but Gary takes the opposite way to rap in a frank and daring way and make us think 'This is Gary'.
Unique Love Quotes
i know it sounds ridiculous but i understand you.
i understand what you cheated.
i know it sounds even more ridiculous but i still trust you.
i believe you when you said you love me. i don't know why but i do. maybe because i know who you are. i know that deep inside you, all you ever want is something better, the best of what this world can offer because god knows how long you have endured the worst.
so i get it.
i understand that you love me with enough love to want me but it is me who is not enough for you.
i feel pain but i don't feel anger.
i feel betrayed but i don't feel misery.
i feel sad but i don't feel any regret.
the only thing i wish is for you to really understand how painful it is when i say i know it is over whether or not i want it to be.
for the millions of women who have been cheated on in this world, you'd think we'd know how painful it is... you think we'd know how to get over it.
but there is no knowing. there is no getting over it. i will just have to get used to it. i will just have to get used to not having you. i will just have to get used to the fact that i am not enough for you. - Xath Cruz
all these fame, glory, glamour recognition, chaos heartaches and pain make us lose track of the fact that life has only one purpose and that is to love everyone as much as we can. - Xath Cruz
You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable.
All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again.
But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful.
So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and...
What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine. - Neil Gaiman (Stardust)
have you realized how small we are in this universe? we float around on this tiny rock, suspended in a space ruled by exploding suns and merciless blackholes. we are protected with several layers of sensitive air. we are threatened daily with meteors so hot it can burn us on contact. we are nothing. and the only way we can bear that is through love. - Xath Cruz (Mission)
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is [finally] better than your dreams. - Dr Seuss
if you have no intentions of loving me, please don't give me a reason to love you.- Xath Cruz
Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.- Anonymous
Do not think that love in order to be genuine has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired. Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies. - Mother Teresa
Love is a commandment. It isn't a favor God asked men to do. It isn't an accessory man invented out of boredom. It isn't an adventure we could try at our leisure. Love is a commandment, one of the two that remained. - Xath Cruz
The only thing that can make our life remarkable is love. - Xath Cruz
Not everyone has to possess earthshaking talents. Just common sense and love will do. - Myrtle Auvil
i understand what you cheated.
i know it sounds even more ridiculous but i still trust you.
i believe you when you said you love me. i don't know why but i do. maybe because i know who you are. i know that deep inside you, all you ever want is something better, the best of what this world can offer because god knows how long you have endured the worst.
so i get it.
i understand that you love me with enough love to want me but it is me who is not enough for you.
i feel pain but i don't feel anger.
i feel betrayed but i don't feel misery.
i feel sad but i don't feel any regret.
the only thing i wish is for you to really understand how painful it is when i say i know it is over whether or not i want it to be.
for the millions of women who have been cheated on in this world, you'd think we'd know how painful it is... you think we'd know how to get over it.
but there is no knowing. there is no getting over it. i will just have to get used to it. i will just have to get used to not having you. i will just have to get used to the fact that i am not enough for you. - Xath Cruz
all these fame, glory, glamour recognition, chaos heartaches and pain make us lose track of the fact that life has only one purpose and that is to love everyone as much as we can. - Xath Cruz
You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable.
All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again.
But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful.
So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and...
What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine. - Neil Gaiman (Stardust)
have you realized how small we are in this universe? we float around on this tiny rock, suspended in a space ruled by exploding suns and merciless blackholes. we are protected with several layers of sensitive air. we are threatened daily with meteors so hot it can burn us on contact. we are nothing. and the only way we can bear that is through love. - Xath Cruz (Mission)
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is [finally] better than your dreams. - Dr Seuss
if you have no intentions of loving me, please don't give me a reason to love you.- Xath Cruz
Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.- Anonymous
Do not think that love in order to be genuine has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired. Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies. - Mother Teresa
Love is a commandment. It isn't a favor God asked men to do. It isn't an accessory man invented out of boredom. It isn't an adventure we could try at our leisure. Love is a commandment, one of the two that remained. - Xath Cruz
The only thing that can make our life remarkable is love. - Xath Cruz
Not everyone has to possess earthshaking talents. Just common sense and love will do. - Myrtle Auvil
Thursday, 1 May 2014
Beginning
Beginnings: How To Heal A Broken Heart
accepting the end of a relationshiop of two years past...
returning to a place where pain was experienced...
throwing photos and letters of a painful yesterday...
ending years of hiding...
not knowing what tomorrow will bring and being fine with it...
just living...
Quotes about Painful Love | Closer Movie Quoes
Closer Movie Quotes
Larry: I know who you are. I love you. I love everything about you that hurts.
Anna: Why is the s*x so important?
Larry: Because I'm a f***ing caveman!
Dan: It's not safe out there.
Alice: Oh, and it's safe in here?
Dan: You love her like a dog loves its owner.
Larry: And the owner loves the dog for so doing.
Dan: You'll hurt her. You'll never forgive her.
Larry: Of course I'll forgive her. I *have* forgiven her. Without forgiveness we're savages. You're drowning.
Larry: I used to come here when it was a punk club. The stage was... Everything is a version of something else. Twenty years ago. How old were you?
Alice: Four.
Larry: Christ. When I was in flares, you were in nappies.
Alice: My nappies were flared.
Alice: No one will ever love you as much as I do. Why isn't love enough?
Larry: I think you owe me for deceiving me so exquisitely.
Larry: But we're happy... Aren't we?
Alice: How can one man be so endlessly disappointing?
Dan: That's my charm.
Larry: A good fight is never clean.
Dan: I fell in love.
Alice: Oh, as if you had no choice? There's a moment, there's always a moment, "I can do this, I can give into this, or I can resist it", and I don't know when your moment was, but I bet you there was one.
Anna: I don't kiss strange men.
Dan: Neither do I.
Anna: I'm sorry you're...
Larry: Don't say it! Don't you fu***n* say you're too good for me. I am, but don't say it.
Dan: Everybody wants to be happy.
Larry: Depressives don't. They want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed. If they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore. They'd have to go out into the world and live. Which can be depressing.
Alice: It's the only way to leave. "I don't love you anymore. Goodbye."
Dan: Supposing you do still love them?
Alice: You don't leave.
Dan: You've never left someone you still love?
Alice: Nope.
Dan: This will hurt.
Larry: Alice, tell me something that's true.
Alice: Lying's the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off - but it's better if you do.
Dan: When I get back, please tell me the truth.
Alice: Why?
Dan: Because I'm addicted to it. Because without it, we're animals. Trust me.
Alice: I don't want to lie. I can't tell the truth. So it's over.
Larry: [on a photography exhibit] What do you think?
Alice: It's a lie. It's a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully, and... all the glittering as*h***s who appreciate art say it's beautiful 'cause that's what they wanna see. But the people in the photos are sad, and alone... But the pictures make the world seem beautiful, so... the exhibition is reassuring which makes it a lie, and everyone loves a big fat lie.
Larry: So Anna tell me your bloke wrote a book. Any good?
Alice: Of course.
Larry: It's about you isn't it?
Alice: Some of me.
Larry: Oh? What did he leave out?
Alice: The truth.
Alice: I'm not a w*o*e.
Larry: I wouldn't pay.
Dan: You think love is simple. You think the heart is like a diagram.
Larry: Have you ever seen a human heart? It looks like a fist, wrapped in blood! Go f**k yourself! You writer! You liar!
Larry: A heart is a fist covered in blood!
Anna: Don't stop loving me. I can see it draining out of you. It's me, remember? It was a stupid thing to do and it meant nothing. If you love me enough, you'll forgive me.
Alice: Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words.
Larry: You don't know the first thing about love, because you don't understand compromise.
Dan: Deception is brutal.
Dan: You've ruined my life.
Anna: You'll get over it.
Alice: Why isn't love enough?
Larry: You think because you don't love us, or desire us, or even like us, you think you've won.
Alice: It's not a war.
Dan: What's so great about the truth? Try lying for a change, it's the currency of the world.
Larry: Everyone needs looking after.
Dan: I hate that I'm hurting you.
Alice: Then why are you?
Anna: Love bores you.
Dan: No, it disappoints me.
Chasing Rainbows
There is nothing I wouldn't give to see you smile again.
Each day I wake up hoping I could hear your crispy laugh. I miss the way you clap when you're happy. I miss the way you jump when you're excited. I miss the way you look at everything with admiration. I miss the way you used to be when you had him.
I love you and I wish you love me too but that is not what matters to me now. What matters is your happiness.
I wish I can take away the pain. If I could, I'll bear all the pain you feel. If I could, I'll suffer for you. I'll cry for you. I'll do anything it takes just to lift that heavy weight on your heart.
I am broken not because you don't love me back but because I see how sad you are.
Whenever I see you force a smile, I feel like my heart is being ripped into pieces. I want so much to say something that could make you smile naturally.
I know you will never love me back. That's painful but not as painful as the thought of you being sad forever.
I wish I can take away the pain. If I could, I'll bear all the pain you feel. If I could, I'll suffer for you. I'll cry for you. I'll do anything it takes just to lift that heavy weight on your heart.
I am broken not because you don't love me back but because I see how sad you are.
Whenever I see you force a smile, I feel like my heart is being ripped into pieces. I want so much to say something that could make you smile naturally.
I know you will never love me back. That's painful but not as painful as the thought of you being sad forever.
I Wish... I Hope... I Think... I Know
A letter I will never send to JZ, the woman I once thought I will spend the rest of my life with... and maybe I was right. Maybe those times with her was my life and the everything that will happen after that is not life anymore.
... or maybe I was wrong. Maybe, she's is great part of my life but not the whole of it.
I Wish...
... there is a way we can talk out way out of our mess. we have always been great at settling things by talking things through. our relationship has been more or less painless because we know how to communicate. we have always been open about how we feel and how we don't feel. i have always thought that's why we have managed to survive.
... we can close our eyes and just forget about what happened. i have always thought we have so much love between us that we can just breath in and breath out and the love we have for each other will fill our whole being and that would be enough for us to just move on.
I Hope...
... we can get to that point when we will just finally accept our fate faster. for someone who have been so in love like we have been, it is hard to accept that a single event can bring us apart. that's why we are both trying to hold bad. but the end is near and we see it. it's just a matter of both of us opening our eyes and walking towards that direction.
... that the thought of separation being too painful becomes a better option than staying together miserably. i have always thought that being with you miserable is way better than being with someone else happy. but i guess it's different when i actually feel your pain and misery. it becomes toturous to a level that's worse than torturing myself.
I Think...
... we have given it all we've got. all that is really left and the only thing that's keeping us together is love and it's not enough anymore. the betrayal, the lies, the neglect and all the pain in between have taken over our being now.
... it's also that love that allows us to not hate and despise each other. it is that same love that makes us want to try a bit more. it is why wa still feel that happiness we we are together, that makes us treat each other the way we always have, with affection and gentleness.
I Know
... that soon enough, we need to part. it will be harder than what we imagine now but i also know that as dependent we are on our love for each other, we have enough courage individually.
... we will be fine. it will take us some time to recover, to look at each other in the face and not feel pain but i know we will get there. someday... somehow, we will be friends and we will again be filled with love for each other.
But don't worry. I'll wait. I'll wait and I'll stay with you until you get to that point when you are ready to leave. I promise you that when that time comes, I will let you go.
Unique Cute Love Letter
This is actually a love letter but presented in unique way... a way that will surely
make any girl fall in love with you... or stay in love with you.
My life
There i was .. lying there resting my head on your chest.. listening to the rhythm and the beat of my life. That sweet repetitive melody that is the reason for my fidelity, and not to mention. The only remedy for all the pain that i experienced through time. i cant wait til' we get married coz he'll be the last image i see every night and i'll be the first thing he sees in the morning when he opens up his eyes, and that is a metaphor for the sunrise coz its not the sun it is him who makes the birds sing and the flowers bloom, the trees would die without him, and i would too so.. there i was .. lying there resting my head on his chest.. listening to the rhythm and the beat of my life. yes my life.. and although that's his heart that's my half. maybe not now but he will be in the future, so i wanna make sure that you GET THAT RIGHT.
Because i knew from the get-go that i would never let go of a love so special as this one, NOT THAT ONE, but this one.. and if my life were a book, he'd definitely be my favorite chapter. i wouldnt give a damn about the pages that come before or after because he is that sun that brightens up my day.. he is that sun that shines on the moon that guides me through the dark at night, he's those squiggly marks on the screen at the hospital that says im still alive and if he ever left me i would die. then those squiggly lines would turn into a solid line and then you'd have to arrest him for involuntary manslaughter. but that's not gonna happen coz we gone get married and he's gonna voluntarily give my moms a granddaughter.. so i feel i might as well just stop reciting this poem now and start writing my vows coz i feel like im married at 16 and honestly, that's okay with me as long as he is the groom to be.. and i know damn well we aint getting no divorce because losing him is like a porsche i cant afford it. i'd choose his life over mine any day coz he's way more important.. and this boy knows me better than anybody else.. he probably knows the back of my hand better than i do myself and i pray to god everyday that this aint a dream but if it is.. give me a pillow and blanket coz im going back to sleep so i can dream about him.. coz even if i wanted to, i couldnt stop myself from thinking about him.
And it might as well have all been a DREAM coz its no longer reality. you see its not that he's not the one for me but im not THE ONE for HIM.. who can provide him with all his wants and needs. coz he wants someone whose more "GOOD" and i can stand in front of a bunch of strangers and make great conversation but when its JUST US TWO we seem to argue.. tempers flare and we engage in confrontation.. plain and simple he said i'm not the GIRL he fell in love with in the beginning and quite frankly this is a LOSE-LOSE situation coz neither one of us are winning. but it was he WHO CAST THE FIRST STONE when he let ME into the picture. said she is so close to his heart but he allowed ME to kiss HIM. and whats whack is, this aint even the first time i was put in this situation. i didnt know about this because he didnt feel it was a big deal or the need that he had to tell me. i guess this is just too much for him to handle.. but he didnt cheat on me, says like.. that's supposed to EASE THE PAIN, it doesnt matter you kissed another GIRL, those lips were NOT for me so its gonna HURT JUST THE SAME..
but i'll defend him because technically he didnt cheat.. coz after a month this relationship was kicking our ass so we decided we needed a break. take things slow so we can work things out, but we made a promise.. to stay physically, mentally, and emotionally.. faithful.. and i had no problem keeping up with my end of the bargain. i dont know who broke this but i know he doesnt love me anymore. and i had to find out all of this on my own. not even from the boy whose heart i used to call HOME, but he realized kissing me was WRONG so.. now he wants me OUT.. so its up to me to dig down deep in my soul to forgive and forget to put our friendship back on track. but like that track from R.kelly my mind's telling me NO and my body's telling me YES. but my heart's jumping up and down saying -- PUT THIS SHIT ON REST, I CANT DO IT ANYMORE!.. coz even though the tables have turned and now the ball is in my court for a change its not me but its him whose knocking at my door,...
I cant ANSWER IT.. i MEAN, i FORGIVE him, but i just cant FORGET., and me not GETTING HIM back may lead to me living a life of REGRET. but its just NOT THE SAME.. so ima leave it up to god coz he's gonna show me the way.. coz i was headed in your direction but GOD put me on a detour.. said he has plans to show me, a man who will love and appreciate me more.. more than you ever did.. more than you ever will because after these stunts you pulled behind my back, in my opinion, you dont give a damn how i feel.. so if i were to ever lay there again with my head on his chest, i would no longer be listening to the rhythm and the beat of my life.. just be listening to a heartbeat.. that broke mine..
I Miss You: A Love Letter
I
miss you constantly… all the time. It doesn’t pass. I wish it does… I
usually take a moment waiting for it to pass. I try turning my attention
to something else. I work, I write, I run, I exhaust myself to the
point of helplessness just as so I will not have enough energy or time
to miss you. But it just won’t go away. It takes over or co-exist with
everything else inside or positions itself in between everything else.
But it doesn’t go away.
I
have never missed anyone this much that it makes my body ache
literally. I tried crying. Tears have a magical way of allowing people
to feel a little better under different circumstances. That’s useless
too. I cry myself to sleep or I cry in the middle of work and I still
would miss you with the same intensity, with the same passion, with the
same pain. It’s just way too deep that even tears can’t reach it.
I miss you so much that I am starting to hate airports and Dubai and the ocean and the sky and all these spaces between us. I envy everything around you. I envy your car, your bed, your friends, your work, your flat. How come they get to be with you and I don’t? It’s just too unfair. And I hate it.
I struggle to just be ok with it. I try to take control to keep me sane but I only fall more in love with you everyday. It surprises me actually. The way you make me happy is just so outrageously pure and true and simple.
It also scares me. It scares me because I might scare you. And also because these are all too unfamiliar to me. I feel like I’m drowning and flying and happy and delirious and overwhelmed and restless and overjoyed and extremely steady. So certain in this strange situation.
I don’t know what will happen but I do know what I want – you and us together. I want to have you with me and I want to love you everyday for the rest of my life. I don’t know if you would want that but I will do it nonetheless, in which ever way it is convenient for you.
So just please hurry home because I miss you and love you so.
I
have never missed anyone this much that it makes my body ache
literally. I tried crying. Tears have a magical way of allowing people
to feel a little better under different circumstances. That’s useless
too. I cry myself to sleep or I cry in the middle of work and I still
would miss you with the same intensity, with the same passion, with the
same pain. It’s just way too deep that even tears can’t reach it.I miss you so much that I am starting to hate airports and Dubai and the ocean and the sky and all these spaces between us. I envy everything around you. I envy your car, your bed, your friends, your work, your flat. How come they get to be with you and I don’t? It’s just too unfair. And I hate it.
I struggle to just be ok with it. I try to take control to keep me sane but I only fall more in love with you everyday. It surprises me actually. The way you make me happy is just so outrageously pure and true and simple.
It also scares me. It scares me because I might scare you. And also because these are all too unfamiliar to me. I feel like I’m drowning and flying and happy and delirious and overwhelmed and restless and overjoyed and extremely steady. So certain in this strange situation.
I don’t know what will happen but I do know what I want – you and us together. I want to have you with me and I want to love you everyday for the rest of my life. I don’t know if you would want that but I will do it nonetheless, in which ever way it is convenient for you.
So just please hurry home because I miss you and love you so.
Sweet Real Love Letter
Baby,
First things first.
Sorry about last night. I’m sorry for nagging you about her. I surprise myself too. This is the first time I have been bothered this way by another woman and to think, I am not even jealous of her. I cannot promise to not ask questions in the future anymore but there is something else I can promise you – that I will just make the most out of what I have with you right now. I will just be in the moment with you. I just want every minute that we have with each other be about all the great and crazy things we can share. We have 29 y
ears
behind us, 29 years we were never with each other. I just want to spend
our time and energy catching up on that 29 years. I just want us to
laugh so much, be happy twice as much, argue half as much, and just make
as much memories as we can given our distance.
Come to think of it, there is really no other way to go for me. I’ve told you last night. It wasn’t long ago when I found myself headed towards the direction of loving you. They say that everyone who falls in love will have one moment… that moment when you can still turn back and walk away from it all. That moment when you still have the power to decide whether you will risk breaking your heart or continue living in a safe zone. I had that moment. I could still remember it. I was in Italy. I was tired and happy and excited. I like that country. I was walking, the sky was so clear, the air so clean, everything was just right except me. I’ve walked the streets of many countries before, alone. But this is the first time I didn’t feel right about it. I thought of you. You’re all I could think of. I remember feeling longing to have you by my side. To walk this street with you and the many more streets I will be walking on in the future. I closed my eyes imagining your hand in mine. And that’s when it hits me. This is it. This is my last chance to turn back and suffer only a manageable amount of pain. I didn’t want to turn back. I don’t mind falling in love with you. What I mind is the possible heartbreak. So I had a decision to make.
I went back to the hotel, still thinking about you. And I gave you a call. The moment I hear your voice, I realized I crossed that line. That moment is so behind me. Baby, the mere sound of your voice… the moment you said hello… the moment I hear you breathing on the phone… I just felt weak on my knees. Just like that, you changed my world.
So you see, there is really nothing I can do about it now. I’ve been walking on this one way street too long I actually don’t see a trace of where I came from. There is no turning back. I’m way too deep into that one-way street. Past the point of no return. I don’t see landmarks, no detours, no fire exits. All I see is a road that will lead me to you.
You now have the sole power to do whatever you wish with my heart – take care of it, play with it, bounce it around, crush it, grind it and leave to be consumed by single cell lifeforms. There really is nothing I can do about it.
And if in the future you do decide, for whatever reason, to go back to her, there really is nothing I can do about it either. It would be a decision that you alone will make. It scares me to death, the mere thought of it crushes me. The mere thought of not having you for the rest of my life, I swear to god, it’s killing me. But last night I also realized one thing – that who you end up with doesn’t matter AS LONG AS YOU ARE HAPPY.
So, you’re off the hook. Stop worrying about me. Just worry about you.
I will just ask for two things from you – if that time comes, make me the first one to know and please please please… do whatever it takes to keep your happiness.
For now, I have you. I will just enjoy the way you smile when you think of something naughty
… they way your eyes light up when you’re teasing me
… the way you look away and look back when you’re pissed or irritated
… your girlish laugh when you find something funny
… your crisply laugh when you find something that is really funny
… your dry flat voice when you’re really bored
… the way you’re changing my life
… the way you’re changing me
… the way you call me baby.
Everyday I will try… try to make you love me more, try to be a better person for you and for your future, try to simply be something or everything you need, try to be enough for you. Always.
I may fail as much as I will try but I will not stop. I just want to have times with you – good or bad – and no regrets.
Baby
First things first.
Sorry about last night. I’m sorry for nagging you about her. I surprise myself too. This is the first time I have been bothered this way by another woman and to think, I am not even jealous of her. I cannot promise to not ask questions in the future anymore but there is something else I can promise you – that I will just make the most out of what I have with you right now. I will just be in the moment with you. I just want every minute that we have with each other be about all the great and crazy things we can share. We have 29 y
ears
behind us, 29 years we were never with each other. I just want to spend
our time and energy catching up on that 29 years. I just want us to
laugh so much, be happy twice as much, argue half as much, and just make
as much memories as we can given our distance.Come to think of it, there is really no other way to go for me. I’ve told you last night. It wasn’t long ago when I found myself headed towards the direction of loving you. They say that everyone who falls in love will have one moment… that moment when you can still turn back and walk away from it all. That moment when you still have the power to decide whether you will risk breaking your heart or continue living in a safe zone. I had that moment. I could still remember it. I was in Italy. I was tired and happy and excited. I like that country. I was walking, the sky was so clear, the air so clean, everything was just right except me. I’ve walked the streets of many countries before, alone. But this is the first time I didn’t feel right about it. I thought of you. You’re all I could think of. I remember feeling longing to have you by my side. To walk this street with you and the many more streets I will be walking on in the future. I closed my eyes imagining your hand in mine. And that’s when it hits me. This is it. This is my last chance to turn back and suffer only a manageable amount of pain. I didn’t want to turn back. I don’t mind falling in love with you. What I mind is the possible heartbreak. So I had a decision to make.
I went back to the hotel, still thinking about you. And I gave you a call. The moment I hear your voice, I realized I crossed that line. That moment is so behind me. Baby, the mere sound of your voice… the moment you said hello… the moment I hear you breathing on the phone… I just felt weak on my knees. Just like that, you changed my world.
So you see, there is really nothing I can do about it now. I’ve been walking on this one way street too long I actually don’t see a trace of where I came from. There is no turning back. I’m way too deep into that one-way street. Past the point of no return. I don’t see landmarks, no detours, no fire exits. All I see is a road that will lead me to you.
You now have the sole power to do whatever you wish with my heart – take care of it, play with it, bounce it around, crush it, grind it and leave to be consumed by single cell lifeforms. There really is nothing I can do about it.
And if in the future you do decide, for whatever reason, to go back to her, there really is nothing I can do about it either. It would be a decision that you alone will make. It scares me to death, the mere thought of it crushes me. The mere thought of not having you for the rest of my life, I swear to god, it’s killing me. But last night I also realized one thing – that who you end up with doesn’t matter AS LONG AS YOU ARE HAPPY.
So, you’re off the hook. Stop worrying about me. Just worry about you.
I will just ask for two things from you – if that time comes, make me the first one to know and please please please… do whatever it takes to keep your happiness.
For now, I have you. I will just enjoy the way you smile when you think of something naughty
… they way your eyes light up when you’re teasing me
… the way you look away and look back when you’re pissed or irritated
… your girlish laugh when you find something funny
… your crisply laugh when you find something that is really funny
… your dry flat voice when you’re really bored
… the way you’re changing my life
… the way you’re changing me
… the way you call me baby.
Everyday I will try… try to make you love me more, try to be a better person for you and for your future, try to simply be something or everything you need, try to be enough for you. Always.
I may fail as much as I will try but I will not stop. I just want to have times with you – good or bad – and no regrets.
Baby
Ready to Fall In Love
I
wish there is some kind of a rulebook for vulnerability. Some guide
that tells you when you’ve crossed the line or when enough is enough.
Something you can bring along everyday everywhere you go to refer to
when you see signs of danger or about to enter a state of confusion but I
guess the danger of hurting is a pre-requisite to falling in love.
I tried evading the risk. I spent my whole life building walls and mastering strategies to keep everyone out and survive with only the things that are necessary. I was doing pretty good at it. Then you came and before I knew it, my walls kept on cracking until it had enough cracks for it to be destroyed with just a pinch. I don’t blame you, you didn’t ask for it. I think all you did is something silly like say ‘Hi.’
I don’t know how it happened. Suddenly, you are all over the place, all over me. I am scared as hell. This is like jumping from the exosphere with no parachute, no safety net waiting, certainly no angel around fast enough and with wings strong enough to soften the impact when I do hit the ground. I could have turned back. I had that moment, that moment when I could have decided to walk away from it all but I saw you waiting down there. The only thing that separates you from me was this free fall. And I did the dumbest thing, I jumped.
I do not regret any of it. I do not regret a single word I told you and surprisingly, I do not regret the vulnerability. There is this huge possibility that I will wake up one day with all my bones broken, scar all over my skin, pieces of my soul scattered everywhere and a dying heart. Along with that fear you brought, however, is the courage to not care about tomorrow. I found myself saying, ‘What the heck! He is worth it.’
So I’ll take this step, this journey with you. Defenses off, precautions zero. I’ll step on every damn thorn, cross every freakin’ line, take every stupid risk to make it work with you.
You have my heart.
No matter how much I try to watch for it, I know I will not have any power to stop you should you decide to grind it and fry it like a burger. It’s a risk I’m taking because knowing you have it with you for a brief moment beats the hell out of eternity without you.
I’m now ready for a fall.
I tried evading the risk. I spent my whole life building walls and mastering strategies to keep everyone out and survive with only the things that are necessary. I was doing pretty good at it. Then you came and before I knew it, my walls kept on cracking until it had enough cracks for it to be destroyed with just a pinch. I don’t blame you, you didn’t ask for it. I think all you did is something silly like say ‘Hi.’
I don’t know how it happened. Suddenly, you are all over the place, all over me. I am scared as hell. This is like jumping from the exosphere with no parachute, no safety net waiting, certainly no angel around fast enough and with wings strong enough to soften the impact when I do hit the ground. I could have turned back. I had that moment, that moment when I could have decided to walk away from it all but I saw you waiting down there. The only thing that separates you from me was this free fall. And I did the dumbest thing, I jumped.
I do not regret any of it. I do not regret a single word I told you and surprisingly, I do not regret the vulnerability. There is this huge possibility that I will wake up one day with all my bones broken, scar all over my skin, pieces of my soul scattered everywhere and a dying heart. Along with that fear you brought, however, is the courage to not care about tomorrow. I found myself saying, ‘What the heck! He is worth it.’
So I’ll take this step, this journey with you. Defenses off, precautions zero. I’ll step on every damn thorn, cross every freakin’ line, take every stupid risk to make it work with you.
You have my heart.
No matter how much I try to watch for it, I know I will not have any power to stop you should you decide to grind it and fry it like a burger. It’s a risk I’m taking because knowing you have it with you for a brief moment beats the hell out of eternity without you.
I’m now ready for a fall.
Letter to my Friends
We all start out with fairytales,
the hopes and illusions of living in a castle with servants who talk in
rhymes, shining silver and gold utensils and a landscaped garden that
complements the horizon from your bedroom window.
Then life happens. The fairytale becomes an unreasonable and ridiculous story made up to temporarily fill in the helplessness of your childhood. Too many people and events are allowed the power to manipulate our lives that who we were or thought we were totally becomes a strange and distant concept. How does it happen?Pain, sadness, emptiness are emotional visitors that never stop coming until it hurts and you eventually become numb. And when you thought you hit the bottom you’ll find that your back is yet to touch the ground, that you are still falling and the sound of your screams is useless because you are too deep in between.
You find that you have been down there too long to even remember how you were before the fall. You’ll find that you are scared to express concern at what you love the most, scarier to express your feelings at whom you love the most. It’s too damn screwed up that you don’t even want to waste the time at wondering how you changed so. Why you find comfort in crashing, why melancholy is beginning to sound like home, why love has become another word in the dictionary.
The good side about falling is that you give your friends a chance to catch you. Youdon’t always want them to be there but that’s why they are called friends. They will run to you, even if you scream at them, even if they scream at you, they will always run to you.
Friends are people who love you, even if sometimes they dislike you, for the great and boring things about you even if you don’t know why. They are people who don’t expect you to be perfect and will never let you feel alone.
They will be there for you, JUST FOR THE HECK OF IT. They dwell on the good things to make up for the bad.
Friends will tell you the truth even if it crushes you more than you already are, even if you hate them for doing so because they know one of you has to do it. There is always, ALWAYS one friend who will bite the bullet, even if it hits their heart.
They will force you to bounce the blessings back, not necessarily to them, but to someone... someday... somehow.
Friends will run to you when you need them, don’t need them, and not sure you need them. They are the ones who listen to what you have to say… they sometimes wind up talking about their own woes, don’t you just love them?! But it’s their way of taking your mind off things when they have absolutely no clue what they can tell you that you don’t already know. They don’t always have the brains for you, but they always have the heart for you.
Friends will walk through hell with you, cursing and screaming you all the while… but also making you laugh each step of the way. They will cry with you, laugh with and at you, get lost with you, be found with you, cover for you and even stay away from you.
They are the ones who will never pressure you to do or be something you aren’t made or ready to do.
They always see you in a bigger picture because they know that we are all dispensable in this vast universe and your friendship makes the spaces a little less empty. They make you smile, through their presence or their memory --- it is perfectly normal to admit you like their twisted company, sometimes cruel, sometimes dangerous but always true.
Friendship is not a throw away concept like a movie you're done with after watching it over and over... they are people who don’t change their mind about you even if they begin to see that you aren’t something you were labeled to be. They KNOW FOR SURE that the countless times you fucked up is not an estimate of who you are.
Life really becomes more bearable when you let your friends be around you.
To the people who are “these” in my life and more, thank you. The extended lunch breaks… yearly gatherings and daily planning… travels and shopping, not always in that conventional way… half a bottle of beer and a basket full of fries… forced laughter for half baked attempts at delivering jokes… a walk under late night boring sky… YMs and text messages that come in at an unneeded time… forced confessions about your love and, for crying out loud, sex life and sincere sweet wishes that come after… the sunshine even at the darkest day... the time, space and opportunity to be who I can’t be when I am around my family… and all the other things and times you were simply being a friend... THANK YOU.
You give me every right and more reason to LOVE and LIVE, EVEN if I don't know why.
Then life happens. The fairytale becomes an unreasonable and ridiculous story made up to temporarily fill in the helplessness of your childhood. Too many people and events are allowed the power to manipulate our lives that who we were or thought we were totally becomes a strange and distant concept. How does it happen?Pain, sadness, emptiness are emotional visitors that never stop coming until it hurts and you eventually become numb. And when you thought you hit the bottom you’ll find that your back is yet to touch the ground, that you are still falling and the sound of your screams is useless because you are too deep in between.
You find that you have been down there too long to even remember how you were before the fall. You’ll find that you are scared to express concern at what you love the most, scarier to express your feelings at whom you love the most. It’s too damn screwed up that you don’t even want to waste the time at wondering how you changed so. Why you find comfort in crashing, why melancholy is beginning to sound like home, why love has become another word in the dictionary.
The good side about falling is that you give your friends a chance to catch you. Youdon’t always want them to be there but that’s why they are called friends. They will run to you, even if you scream at them, even if they scream at you, they will always run to you.
Friends are people who love you, even if sometimes they dislike you, for the great and boring things about you even if you don’t know why. They are people who don’t expect you to be perfect and will never let you feel alone.
They will be there for you, JUST FOR THE HECK OF IT. They dwell on the good things to make up for the bad.
Friends will tell you the truth even if it crushes you more than you already are, even if you hate them for doing so because they know one of you has to do it. There is always, ALWAYS one friend who will bite the bullet, even if it hits their heart.
They will force you to bounce the blessings back, not necessarily to them, but to someone... someday... somehow.
Friends will run to you when you need them, don’t need them, and not sure you need them. They are the ones who listen to what you have to say… they sometimes wind up talking about their own woes, don’t you just love them?! But it’s their way of taking your mind off things when they have absolutely no clue what they can tell you that you don’t already know. They don’t always have the brains for you, but they always have the heart for you.
Friends will walk through hell with you, cursing and screaming you all the while… but also making you laugh each step of the way. They will cry with you, laugh with and at you, get lost with you, be found with you, cover for you and even stay away from you.
They are the ones who will never pressure you to do or be something you aren’t made or ready to do.
They always see you in a bigger picture because they know that we are all dispensable in this vast universe and your friendship makes the spaces a little less empty. They make you smile, through their presence or their memory --- it is perfectly normal to admit you like their twisted company, sometimes cruel, sometimes dangerous but always true.
Friendship is not a throw away concept like a movie you're done with after watching it over and over... they are people who don’t change their mind about you even if they begin to see that you aren’t something you were labeled to be. They KNOW FOR SURE that the countless times you fucked up is not an estimate of who you are.
Life really becomes more bearable when you let your friends be around you.
To the people who are “these” in my life and more, thank you. The extended lunch breaks… yearly gatherings and daily planning… travels and shopping, not always in that conventional way… half a bottle of beer and a basket full of fries… forced laughter for half baked attempts at delivering jokes… a walk under late night boring sky… YMs and text messages that come in at an unneeded time… forced confessions about your love and, for crying out loud, sex life and sincere sweet wishes that come after… the sunshine even at the darkest day... the time, space and opportunity to be who I can’t be when I am around my family… and all the other things and times you were simply being a friend... THANK YOU.
You give me every right and more reason to LOVE and LIVE, EVEN if I don't know why.
Short Friendship Letter
Friendship Thank You Letter
It took countless heartaches before I realized that the only real and pure relationship I have in my life is my friendship with you.Boyfriends... there should always be some amount of romance in there for it to work. Husbands… a contract is necessary for it to become official. Family… there should always be some legal or biological bind for it to last.
But friends… there are no contracts, not even a promise… it’s just the knowing, with unmistakable certainty that no matter what happens, friends will always be there.
With friends… there are no romances. In fact, affection can be shown in all sort of weird ways. There’s the endless teasing… there’s brutal honesty, no, sadistic honesty… there’s the worst-timed humor… there’s the most childish advises. Regardless of the how love is expressed, one thing is certain, it is always felt.
With friends, there no biological binds or legal binds… there are no laws that mandate anyone to always make sure the other person is taken care of… there are no punishments for neglects. “Friendship” is not even a constitutionally recognized relationship. Yet, friends are the ones we count on when husbands, families, leaders, or relatives fail us.
You have always been the ones I count on when everyone else fails me.
So, thank you. I know I don’t say that often enough and even if I say it every minute of every day, it still won’t be enough.
You all know that you have always been my second priority when I am in a relationship. You get me only when he is not available. I call you only when he can’t make it with me and when I am with you, you only hear about him.
And when I run to you when I fall short on my relationships, you never fail to make me feel that you, all of you, would never have any other way. You make me feel enough… you make me feel loved, just as I am.
You have always been generous of your acceptance. I can be the craziest version of myself and you still manage to make me feel normal. I can say the stupidest thing and you always manage to make me realize how stupid I was for saying but and how it makes you love me even more. I was able to do things I never thought I’d manage to do simply because you were so certain I can do it.
So, thank you. You had so much faith in me. You had so much love for me… enough for you to share it with me when I had none for myself. You so much respect for me… enough for me to realize my worth despite all the bullshit I allow myself to drown into.
Thank you for always being there for me and thank you for making me feel that no matter what happens in the future – fucked up relationships, occasional insanity attacks, frequent and repeated stupid choices, for better or for worse, for richer and for poorer – till death do we part.
Thank You Letter To Friends
I just finished writing my first book.
I expected a roller coaster ride but never the intensity of the twists and turns I encountered.
I proved that late night writing, ever-popular oftentimes doubted writers block, caffeine overload, eternal mood swings, anxiety attacks and instant fast food fascination are real and ever present. Those events were expected but there is always an after taste that I didn’t see coming. It is sometimes bad but often a discovery of me and of all these things, living and non-living and the spaces in between, around me.
It is surprising how one character can conveniently alter the structure of my world and then… watch another painfully destroy it. Those were heartaches.
There is also the possession… of things that are not real and so real. And the disappointment of losing them either by necessity or by perverted natural transition of things. No one warned me that it is more devastating to lose someone or something you never possessed.
The challenge to create something new… fresh… unexpected, whatever the fuck that means, out of a clean sheet of paper. These are the moments that make you want to walk the world upside down or use a filter on your eyes or do things inside out.
It brings out the most insane ideas especially when there are conflicts that can’t be resolved or loose ends that need to be t
ied
in the interest of creating a seamless exploration of emotions and
events. High after high and a low just deep. In the end, the insane
starts making sense… fitting in… settling down… until it creates a
circle leading to the end.
The guarantee is that after all those, things become much more bearable and meaningful because I get to live twice and do life through the different me. Eventually, I survived it without making me neither too in love nor too indifferent because it forced me to choose my battles.
To those who helped me ink my first screenplay either by not giving a shit or by giving a part of you voluntarily or otherwise, thank you.
Thanks for the distraction. Inspiration. The lousy debates. Unneeded cigar breaks. Tickling sessions. Planning the out of town trips that never happened (we always have next week, right?) Music trippin. Artworks. Eating. Perpetual late coming. Singing through the bad times, keeping silence through the worse. Making memories in the car… I had fun even though shelling out the dough was just as hard as having a love life.
I expected a roller coaster ride but never the intensity of the twists and turns I encountered.
I proved that late night writing, ever-popular oftentimes doubted writers block, caffeine overload, eternal mood swings, anxiety attacks and instant fast food fascination are real and ever present. Those events were expected but there is always an after taste that I didn’t see coming. It is sometimes bad but often a discovery of me and of all these things, living and non-living and the spaces in between, around me.
It is surprising how one character can conveniently alter the structure of my world and then… watch another painfully destroy it. Those were heartaches.
There is also the possession… of things that are not real and so real. And the disappointment of losing them either by necessity or by perverted natural transition of things. No one warned me that it is more devastating to lose someone or something you never possessed.
The challenge to create something new… fresh… unexpected, whatever the fuck that means, out of a clean sheet of paper. These are the moments that make you want to walk the world upside down or use a filter on your eyes or do things inside out.
It brings out the most insane ideas especially when there are conflicts that can’t be resolved or loose ends that need to be t
ied
in the interest of creating a seamless exploration of emotions and
events. High after high and a low just deep. In the end, the insane
starts making sense… fitting in… settling down… until it creates a
circle leading to the end.The guarantee is that after all those, things become much more bearable and meaningful because I get to live twice and do life through the different me. Eventually, I survived it without making me neither too in love nor too indifferent because it forced me to choose my battles.
To those who helped me ink my first screenplay either by not giving a shit or by giving a part of you voluntarily or otherwise, thank you.
Thanks for the distraction. Inspiration. The lousy debates. Unneeded cigar breaks. Tickling sessions. Planning the out of town trips that never happened (we always have next week, right?) Music trippin. Artworks. Eating. Perpetual late coming. Singing through the bad times, keeping silence through the worse. Making memories in the car… I had fun even though shelling out the dough was just as hard as having a love life.
Goodbye Letter to Friends
This is a goodbye letter I wrote to a very special friend I had
back in high school which i never sent. Our relationship was very simple
for us but complicated him because other people.
Everyone insists we are a couple but we were not. We connected spiritually and call each other soul siblings. He was the brother I never had and probably the brother nobody ever had. We get each other. It was a friendship that was tested by a lot of things. In fact, his girlfriend broke up with because she wanted him to stop being friends with me and no guy could stand my closeness with him.
This is the letter I wrote him as a goodbye because were going to different countries for college. A week after graduation, he died.
Ygan,
I thank you for the love you have for me. Perhaps, I do not deserve it. You already know my story. What makes you think that I deserve love?
I thank you for finally believing in God I believe in. At least, I have done something good in the eyes of my Master.
Over and over, I think whether God is looking down at me, proude He created me or anguishing and hurting for what I am now. I cannot help but try to hide it. I am not exactly proud of what happened.
But please, don't think that I lied when I said I was okay. I really am. I know God will soon end this agony. I know He will and the mere of it makes me okay. Though, I am still hurting, I know I'll be fine soon.
I still get the creeps because I know the worst is yet to come. I can still see some spaces below me and I am still falling. I don't know when I will hit the bottom or if I will live long enought to witness the sun shining. Sometimes, I wonder where I get the strength and courage I use to get by.
And I will not deny the fact that I have questioned the existence of the God I believe in. I still doubt if my prayers reach heaven. I don't think God likes me.
And yes, at times I get angry. I am in pain, yet the world keeps on whipping harder and harder still. I am bleeding badly, Ygan. So bad I feel death is better. It am hurting a lot. It's tiring to live.
I am left with no choice but to weep and hurt. I get tired of praying too, sometimes. Especially because it feels like no one is listenting. I feel like I am just going in circles. I survive, I recover, and then I get hurt again. There are nights when I just really feel like giving up is the easier thing to do. Probably, the right thing to do. That would end everything, for me and for the people that I affect.
I get a nightmares and then I wake only to realize, the nightmares are a reality. I can't even cry anymore. No amount of tears are enough to make me feel better.
I need friends. I need people to talk with, to ask me 'in'. I know I cannot keep you forever and the four years we have shared is more than enough for you to make me realize you love me. Your unselfish love keeps me going. You are the only person who has ever loved me the way you do - no reservations, no pretentions, no selfishness. For once, I experience how it is to love truthfully and purely.
I will forever cherish the love and the friendship I have known so well though you. I guess this is goodbye but I would like you to believe that I am really okay and I will continue to be okay.
Despite the pain, I am still here believing, hoping, praying, and surviving. It is always darkest before dawn.
Tears, Ygan, tears are falling. But what can I do? This is our destinty. We live, we touch people's lives, and then we leave.
I will get by, no matter what. I love you and I thank you. What can a weeping friend say to a parting brother?
I will pray for your life... see you, somehow.
Your Sister in Heart,
Daein
Everyone insists we are a couple but we were not. We connected spiritually and call each other soul siblings. He was the brother I never had and probably the brother nobody ever had. We get each other. It was a friendship that was tested by a lot of things. In fact, his girlfriend broke up with because she wanted him to stop being friends with me and no guy could stand my closeness with him.
This is the letter I wrote him as a goodbye because were going to different countries for college. A week after graduation, he died.
Ygan,
I thank you for the love you have for me. Perhaps, I do not deserve it. You already know my story. What makes you think that I deserve love?
I thank you for finally believing in God I believe in. At least, I have done something good in the eyes of my Master.
Over and over, I think whether God is looking down at me, proude He created me or anguishing and hurting for what I am now. I cannot help but try to hide it. I am not exactly proud of what happened.
But please, don't think that I lied when I said I was okay. I really am. I know God will soon end this agony. I know He will and the mere of it makes me okay. Though, I am still hurting, I know I'll be fine soon.
I still get the creeps because I know the worst is yet to come. I can still see some spaces below me and I am still falling. I don't know when I will hit the bottom or if I will live long enought to witness the sun shining. Sometimes, I wonder where I get the strength and courage I use to get by.
And I will not deny the fact that I have questioned the existence of the God I believe in. I still doubt if my prayers reach heaven. I don't think God likes me.
And yes, at times I get angry. I am in pain, yet the world keeps on whipping harder and harder still. I am bleeding badly, Ygan. So bad I feel death is better. It am hurting a lot. It's tiring to live.
I am left with no choice but to weep and hurt. I get tired of praying too, sometimes. Especially because it feels like no one is listenting. I feel like I am just going in circles. I survive, I recover, and then I get hurt again. There are nights when I just really feel like giving up is the easier thing to do. Probably, the right thing to do. That would end everything, for me and for the people that I affect.
I get a nightmares and then I wake only to realize, the nightmares are a reality. I can't even cry anymore. No amount of tears are enough to make me feel better.
I need friends. I need people to talk with, to ask me 'in'. I know I cannot keep you forever and the four years we have shared is more than enough for you to make me realize you love me. Your unselfish love keeps me going. You are the only person who has ever loved me the way you do - no reservations, no pretentions, no selfishness. For once, I experience how it is to love truthfully and purely.
I will forever cherish the love and the friendship I have known so well though you. I guess this is goodbye but I would like you to believe that I am really okay and I will continue to be okay.
Despite the pain, I am still here believing, hoping, praying, and surviving. It is always darkest before dawn.
Tears, Ygan, tears are falling. But what can I do? This is our destinty. We live, we touch people's lives, and then we leave.
I will get by, no matter what. I love you and I thank you. What can a weeping friend say to a parting brother?
I will pray for your life... see you, somehow.
Your Sister in Heart,
Daein
Wednesday, 30 April 2014
LeeSsang Gary
Kang Gary Quotes | LeeSsang
Here are some quotes of Kang Gary. His songs are written in his native tongue so this are contextual translations rather than direct translations. That means the songs meaning and context were taken into consideration. This is also written in the American language that takes into consideration popular culture.This is dedicated to one of the most prolific songwriter in Korea. His raps are poetry and his style remains unmatched.
Kang Gary Memorable Quotes
I would rather take the pain than let you go – VoicesIs this love? It hurts to have it, it’s lonely when it’s gone
Repetitions of ups and down, repetitions of joy and sadness, repetitions of love and separation. My life goes round and round – Remembrance
In the end, everything disappears… it will go back to the way it was in the beginning – The Pursuit of Happiness
I’m over 33 years old but in front of my mother, I’m still a child – The Pursuit of Happiness
My dreams became your future - The girl who can’t say goodbye, the boy who can’t leave
The world is the same. It’s us who changed - The girl who can’t say goodbye, the boy who can’t leave
Imagine how happy this world would have been if love is something that you can earn… if everyone gets the love they want - The girl who can’t say goodbye, the boy who can’t leave
Can the love that binds shatter you into pieces? - The girl who can’t say goodbye, the boy who can’t leave
We can’t win against our own greed - The girl who can’t say goodbye, the boy who can’t leave
The desire and screams of people wanting me, those are empty sounds. I know that if I show my real self to you, you won’t take me - Gary And Gilee 3rd Story
I need to ride a Bentley for people to acknowledge me. I need to be worth a million for people to think I have value - Gary And Gilee 3rd Story
Some people may bash me but my parents are happy, that’s all that matters – The Pursuit of Happiness
You may hurt and bleeding now but a better day will come. Hard work will never betray you.
We’ve been trying so hard to fight for our relationship but at this point, all I really want is to see you smile – Words I Want to Say to You
“Why is my life like this?” Those words are just excuses - Someday
I am thankful you never let me go but it’s time for you to leave… smile the way you once did with me.
It hurts and heals then hurts again.- Someday
Kang Gary Funny Lines
I usually just like whoever likes me – Running Man (SNSD Episode)
You know I’m not good with reason.
Miss You Letter
I miss you so much it hurts… I mean, it really physically hurts.
I feel like there’s a weight pressing down on my chest and I find it hard to breath. My heart literally hurts… like beating is becoming too hard for it to do.
Maybe it is… too hard to do because you’re not here anymore.
I have always appreciated life and the world but all the colors are gone now.
I look at the sunset and see nothing but the ugly bleeding of the sky rather than the beautiful mixture of colors I used to love.
I look at the sky and see horror of the vast space… the emptiness and the loneliness, rather than the beauty of its changing colors.
I look at other people and see a crowd of confused restless people instead of the beauty of their warmth.
I just don’t have the will to wake up every morning because I know it’s just another day. Another day which I need to survive only to do it all over again the next day and I don’t even know why I have to. I don’t see the point.
I constantly have to remind myself that I have to get up and walk on. I constantly have to push myself to function. I constantly have to force myself to just go on and it is exhausting. I just don’t get why I have to be here if you are not.
I’m tired. I’m just tired of living.
I have never asked for much in my life and God know I have never taken much. I always give what I can and I survived on what is simply enough. All I wanted was to have you. I didn’t even ask for a great life, just a good one.
I didn’t ask for much… I just asked for a life with you.
You took and owned my heart . You never gave it back.
I feel like there’s a weight pressing down on my chest and I find it hard to breath. My heart literally hurts… like beating is becoming too hard for it to do.
Maybe it is… too hard to do because you’re not here anymore.
I have always appreciated life and the world but all the colors are gone now.
I look at the sunset and see nothing but the ugly bleeding of the sky rather than the beautiful mixture of colors I used to love.
I look at the sky and see horror of the vast space… the emptiness and the loneliness, rather than the beauty of its changing colors.
I look at other people and see a crowd of confused restless people instead of the beauty of their warmth.
I just don’t have the will to wake up every morning because I know it’s just another day. Another day which I need to survive only to do it all over again the next day and I don’t even know why I have to. I don’t see the point.
I constantly have to remind myself that I have to get up and walk on. I constantly have to push myself to function. I constantly have to force myself to just go on and it is exhausting. I just don’t get why I have to be here if you are not.
I’m tired. I’m just tired of living.
I have never asked for much in my life and God know I have never taken much. I always give what I can and I survived on what is simply enough. All I wanted was to have you. I didn’t even ask for a great life, just a good one.
I didn’t ask for much… I just asked for a life with you.
You took and owned my heart . You never gave it back.
A VERY SHORT LESSON IN PSYCHOLOGY
1-when a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside
2-when a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
3-when a person talks less and if he talks fast,that person is keeping a secret
4-when a person can't cry, that person is weak
5-when a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
6-when a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
7-when someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you
*please be sensitive to the people around you, so you will not
2-when a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
3-when a person talks less and if he talks fast,that person is keeping a secret
4-when a person can't cry, that person is weak
5-when a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
6-when a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
7-when someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you
*please be sensitive to the people around you, so you will not
Depression
Depression is a never ending black hole.
Often I feel like I'm on the edge trying to climb out but the black hole is thick and it's weighing me down.
I see reality and I want to be in it but the force of the black holes increasing in strength, I know I need help.
I know I have to be stronger and move fast before the black hole swallows me.
Sometimes it's a fight for my life..........
Often I feel like I'm on the edge trying to climb out but the black hole is thick and it's weighing me down.
I see reality and I want to be in it but the force of the black holes increasing in strength, I know I need help.
I know I have to be stronger and move fast before the black hole swallows me.
Sometimes it's a fight for my life..........
That day
They watch you cry.
You pull out your knife.
They left you feeling like you could die.
You feel like it's time to end your life.
You cut your wrists.
You change your mind you crawl to the door.
You should've never done this.
The blood pours.
You scream for help.
No one hears.
You sit there,you whimper and yelp.
Finally,no more tears .
They had their time to play.
They will never forget what they caused you to do that day...
What Am I Doing Here
I left so I could forget you
but somehow, I brought you with me.
I closed my eyes so I wouldn't see you
but somehow, you are more present in the midst of the darkness in my mind.
I started anew so I could live without you
but somehow, I died...
but somehow, I brought you with me.
I closed my eyes so I wouldn't see you
but somehow, you are more present in the midst of the darkness in my mind.
I started anew so I could live without you
but somehow, I died...
LEARN TO WALK THE ROAD ALONE
I always like walking in the rain so no one can see me crying because i want be a beautiful sun for person around me .
people cry not because they are weak,it's because they've been too strong for too long
I don't understand why DESTINY allowed some people to meet...
when there's no way for them to be TOGETHER .
its not the GOOD BYE that hurts, but the flashback that follows .
people cry not because they are weak,it's because they've been too strong for too long
I don't understand why DESTINY allowed some people to meet...
when there's no way for them to be TOGETHER .
its not the GOOD BYE that hurts, but the flashback that follows .
I Will Be
I will
... wake up and know that I am special
... walk with my head held high
... love myself with passion, respect and gentleness
... learn to never compromise
... know that I am special
... be happy
Just not today
Friday, 25 April 2014
Radical and Controversial Idea About Love
Everyone has an innate need to feel important. That’s a universal truth. That is up there in the ranks of ‘we all need to eat’ and ‘we all need to sleep’. That is non-debatable and anyone who will say otherwise is absolutely stup!d.
That is why people “fall in love” with others. When someone makes them feel important and needed, they instinctively get attracted because their need is being met. They get the attention that they want, the knowing that there is someone else that gives a fuckk that they are alive, that in the billions and billions of people in this world, there is someone that would like to spend time with them over everyone else.
No one falls in love with someone that makes them feel like a worthless piece of shit, right? “Love” always begins with a smile that melts hearts or a hello that was just a little softer than other hellos or a glance that lasted a second too long. It is always when someone makes you feel special.
Then you stay. You stay because you need a witness to your life. You need someone there to make you feel things you do don’t go unnoticed.
I don’t know if it is romantic but I do know it’s still about the self and not the other person.
It is vanity… not love.
Then there is the progression of it.
There is ONLY ONE FORM OF LOVE, the unconditional one. Cut my arms, take all my money, beat me up black and blue and I still love you. That is what love is - completely unselfish, understanding, beyond stupidity. Anything below that is bullshit. There is no other kind of Love.
Platonic love, parental love, romantic love... those are labels we give our relationships so we can compartmentalize our relationships. Love, however, has online kind. It's the relationships that has different kinds.
Love doesn’t fuckin’ end even if the other person doesn’t return the favor. The term ‘i’ve fallen out of love’ or ‘i don’t love you anymore’ is a complete contradiction and utter shit. If you stopped loving someone, you never loved that person at all. Love is forever, no ifs, no buts. You love someone once, you love that person forever, even if it is painful, even if it sounds stupid.
God did. God actually created us, gave us a beautiful world, gave us a beautiful life. Then we fucked him up. Then he retaliated by giving us His son to die for us. Shit. No way will I do that. I can’t imagine someone beating me up and still loving them after that. I honestly don’t think anyone is capable of that. Someone throws their shit at me all bets are off.
When people think and/or say they love someone, do they really know what they are saying? Or is it another kind of feeling that they simply call love?
I think it is not love – I don’t know it is but it’s not love and I can only hope for people to not adjust the meaning of love just to make themselves feel better. No one is capable of loving someone else — except maybe a parent to their children.
That is why people “fall in love” with others. When someone makes them feel important and needed, they instinctively get attracted because their need is being met. They get the attention that they want, the knowing that there is someone else that gives a fuckk that they are alive, that in the billions and billions of people in this world, there is someone that would like to spend time with them over everyone else.
No one falls in love with someone that makes them feel like a worthless piece of shit, right? “Love” always begins with a smile that melts hearts or a hello that was just a little softer than other hellos or a glance that lasted a second too long. It is always when someone makes you feel special.
Then you stay. You stay because you need a witness to your life. You need someone there to make you feel things you do don’t go unnoticed.
I don’t know if it is romantic but I do know it’s still about the self and not the other person.
It is vanity… not love.
Then there is the progression of it.
There is ONLY ONE FORM OF LOVE, the unconditional one. Cut my arms, take all my money, beat me up black and blue and I still love you. That is what love is - completely unselfish, understanding, beyond stupidity. Anything below that is bullshit. There is no other kind of Love.
Platonic love, parental love, romantic love... those are labels we give our relationships so we can compartmentalize our relationships. Love, however, has online kind. It's the relationships that has different kinds.
Love doesn’t fuckin’ end even if the other person doesn’t return the favor. The term ‘i’ve fallen out of love’ or ‘i don’t love you anymore’ is a complete contradiction and utter shit. If you stopped loving someone, you never loved that person at all. Love is forever, no ifs, no buts. You love someone once, you love that person forever, even if it is painful, even if it sounds stupid.
God did. God actually created us, gave us a beautiful world, gave us a beautiful life. Then we fucked him up. Then he retaliated by giving us His son to die for us. Shit. No way will I do that. I can’t imagine someone beating me up and still loving them after that. I honestly don’t think anyone is capable of that. Someone throws their shit at me all bets are off.
When people think and/or say they love someone, do they really know what they are saying? Or is it another kind of feeling that they simply call love?
I think it is not love – I don’t know it is but it’s not love and I can only hope for people to not adjust the meaning of love just to make themselves feel better. No one is capable of loving someone else — except maybe a parent to their children.
Sunday, 20 April 2014
Something...about love
I like you but I don’t know if I love you. Maybe you can accept me in my uncertainty. - Yano
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Take: You’re so strong.
Nanami: Sometimes I feel it is useless.
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Nanami: I think I’m crazy.
Take: No, you’re just in love.
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It feels like I’ve lived my whole life to find you. - Yano
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Nanami: You lost the one you love but I am here and I love you even if you don’t love me. Maybe it balances it out. A zero sum equation.
Yano: It’s not zero sum equation. The scale weighs heavily on my favour.
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Yano: I want a guarantee that you won’t leave me.
Nanami: I won’t die on you.
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Getting ditched is better than someone dying on you. - Yano
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There’s a difference between faith and denying the truth. - Take
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The other one seeks love, she gives it. – Take’s Sister
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Give me half your pain. - Nanami
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For you, I don’t mind crying. - Nanami
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I’ll take all the burden from now on. - Take
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It’s a burden I don’t want to let go off. - Nanami
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If two people are drowning, one is the one you love and the other one doesn’t know how to swim. Who would you save? - Yano
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No matter what happens, you have to go on. - Yano
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Take: You’re so strong.
Nanami: Sometimes I feel it is useless.
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Nanami: I think I’m crazy.
Take: No, you’re just in love.
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It feels like I’ve lived my whole life to find you. - Yano
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Nanami: You lost the one you love but I am here and I love you even if you don’t love me. Maybe it balances it out. A zero sum equation.
Yano: It’s not zero sum equation. The scale weighs heavily on my favour.
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Yano: I want a guarantee that you won’t leave me.
Nanami: I won’t die on you.
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Getting ditched is better than someone dying on you. - Yano
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There’s a difference between faith and denying the truth. - Take
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The other one seeks love, she gives it. – Take’s Sister
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Give me half your pain. - Nanami
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For you, I don’t mind crying. - Nanami
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I’ll take all the burden from now on. - Take
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It’s a burden I don’t want to let go off. - Nanami
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If two people are drowning, one is the one you love and the other one doesn’t know how to swim. Who would you save? - Yano
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No matter what happens, you have to go on. - Yano
Saturday, 19 April 2014
Saturday, 5 April 2014
LeeSsang - The girl who can’t breakup the boy who can’t leave
The girl who can’t breakup the boy who can’t leave
The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)
Anywhere together in a 3000 dollar used car
Without a care in the world
Linking arms, committing memories in a photo
Understanding each other in our sleepless nights
My dreams became your future
A pair of beautiful birds chasing each other
A love I could never get enough of
A person I want to meet when reborn
But in front of this thing called time
We can’t win against our greed
Sounds of your tears alone in the bathroom
The suspicious gazes focused on me
As the days go by I think of breaking up again
The sun is hot but your heart is frozen
Whose fault is this? But I love you baby
Everything else is the same but we changed
Whose fault is this? I still love you baby
The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)
I’m so busy that I feel guilty
I fill my wallet with money and make some time
Even though I don’t express my love
When I have dinner and watch a movie with you
I hope you might feel better but
I continue to be in debt to my thoughts
As I walk and tease you
it’s all a played out game
Love is passing,
Love and heartbreak are one and the same
Heartbreak takes love and goes away.
The sun is hot but your heart is frozen
Whose fault is this? But I love you baby
Everything else is the same but we changed
Whose fault is this? I still love you baby
The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)
Love is passing,
Love and heartbreak are one and the same
Heartbreak takes love and goes away. (x2)
How nice would it be if love
was something that could be earned?
(It’s all a dream, holding your hand)
How nice would it be
if love was something to get by wanting it?
(It’s all a dream but I can’t escape)
The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)
Are men caught in love done so because of weakness?
Are men starved of love not worthy of it?
Are men that keep secrets bad men?
Why is it that love changes?
Saturday, 29 March 2014
LeeSsang ft Ali - Ballerino
Love always ends with tears
but lingers in your heart
It blocks your path
so you can never run away
Don’t forget the memories of our love
I’ll only be happy if you
keep it in your heart forever
Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me
Everything was awkward
During our first meal
I was worried I’d get rice on my lips
Every time I took a spoonful.
When walking together, so many questions
Should I match your stride?
Should I put my arms ’round your shoulders?
Where should we go?
I’ve known women but I never knew love.
You followed me saying that you liked me
So I walked a little slower for you,
And this is how love began.
We had no romance, but like a sock with a hole
We worked it out, and so we lived.
In the vast ocean that was my life,
It was like seeing an island.
I was so happy I spent the day smiling
Love always ends with tears
but lingers in your heart
It blocks your path
so you can never run away
Let’s live together in the
beautiful memories of our love
I’ll dance with you in our memories
Em em em em em
Is my life without you a dream or not a dream?
Em em em em em
Where am I headed?
Em em em em em
Is this somewhere close to you or far away?
Em em em em em
Why does my heart hurt so much?
Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me
The idea of having to protect something
Even though it wears you out,
even though you go crazy,
Doing that for you, I went crazy.
I was a ballerino that danced for you
at your beck and call.
Your face turned red as you laughed at me,
All darkness turned to light.
Even though the world turns
we said that we wouldn’t,
That we would always stay together.
We promised we would follow
one path together
But I’m alone
Still I reluctantly dance to the lingering music
Like a carousel in a darkened carnival
I’ll keep on smiling till death
Believing you will come back
Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me
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