HappenEnding

The ink of my pen is my blood. Every drop heals my wound. Even though you can tie my body but you can't tie my soul...I write what I want to write... no sugar coats,no romanticism... what I say is what I feel...I can't just talk about the pretty things in life. There's a lot of ugly things and in betweens. I think age is making me more honest and comfortable with my thoughts.

Thursday, 1 May 2014

Chasing Rainbows

There is nothing I wouldn't give to see you smile again. 

Each day I wake up hoping I could hear your crispy laugh. I miss the way you clap when you're happy. I miss the way you jump when you're excited. I miss the way you look at everything with admiration. I miss the way you used to be when you had him.

I love you and I wish you love me too but that is not what matters to me now. What matters is your happiness.

I wish I can take away the pain. If I could, I'll bear all the pain you feel. If I could, I'll suffer for you. I'll cry for you. I'll do anything it takes just to lift that heavy weight on your heart.

I am broken not because you don't love me back but because I see how sad you are.
Whenever I see you force a smile, I feel like my heart is being ripped into pieces. I want so much to say something that could make you smile naturally.

I know you will never love me back. That's painful but not as painful as the thought of you being sad forever.

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